June 2012
1 tag
I keep looking back on it, how foolish I had been
I gave you all I had to give
In return you gave me all your issues, ot your trust
I had to decide that was not a way to live
Were there a list of regrets
I know it would have names
But I would need mine at the top
For I share half the blame
1 tag
Attacking straight to the psyche and it’s unlikely you’ll walk out alive so you best run if you want to survive.
2 tags
solarstory replied to your post: Ugh, hate birthdays…
But your birthday isn’t till next week.
And that has bearing on my hatred for birthdays how? It only makes it stronger…
I hate people showing up uninvited more, I was just getting to sleep… ugh
Ugh, hate birthdays…
Goodnight Tumblr
1 tag
She said thank you for being me but it’s clear to see it’s all I can be like a disease that infects roots to leaves in this forest like seas of make believe of the kind of shapes only clouds achieve
1 tag
Is it ok to dwell on this every day like the pain just won’t go away and it’s too much to say so when they say let it out I just shake my head in doubt not wanting to go another bout with these feelings that are keeping me down it’s like the weight of the earth pulls me to the ground and flattens me till I can’t make a sound
1 tag
Scars fade long before the memories of days where things were too soft and we had a hand to grab when lost and now it’s a big world full of hurt no one to brush off the dirt gotta stand up and face it yourself because it’s your life now and it’s a personal hell.
1 tag
here come the knives
watch how they gleam
here come the machines
and the blood in streams
1 tag
I heard them like thunder
Even across the sea
Everything crescendos
Washing over me
I want to understand it
Hold your hand in mine
It’s not your fault
Everything will be fine
1 tag
As a kid, I always felt like I would understand people better when I grew up.
So much for that idea…
May 2012
1 tag
So many things I would like to say, and no words really fit together to form the pattern that I need, So, instead I say nothing and wait for you to speak instead.
I feel like I’ve been waiting forever.
5 tags
1 tag
9 tags
Current Status: Zombie
What is sleep?
2 tags
flowersfromdirt- replied to your post: Oh god, why are you so delicious Reese’s Pieces?…
yum!
Yes, save for the stomach ache I got D:
Plus the fact that I had no more left. I was going to try and make that last me at least the rest of the day…
4 tags
Listen
4 tags
Listen
4 tags
Listen
4 tags
Listen
4 tags
Listen
2 tags
Oh god, why are you so delicious Reese’s Pieces? WHY!
5 tags
1 tag
Staring at the blank spaces unsure of how to fill them all. So many words tumble about to explain everything, but that blank space seems so very small. Maybe if I wrote shorthand, I could get just enough in. But even if that would work, I don’t know where to begin.
4 tags
5 tags
1 tag
Every night I try to sleep with the demons that I keep. No matter how many counted sheep, this hole is to deep. Maybe it’s all just a dream. Not as real as it all seems. Wake up to warm subeams. Maybe that’s just wishful thinking, and I am still sinking. All I know is I wish I was sleeping.
1 tag
Where are they now, those who wrote those words you read
Where are they now, in your time of need
3 tags
5 tags
So, next year Toby will be a pirate, I’m undecided at the moment. I was very much unprepared. Had I some boots I could have made something work, but I’d rather have some time for prep.
Next time Gadget.
Next.
Time.
Sorry to dissapoint, but I won’t be dressing up this time. Next time we’ll have stuff made though… ah well.
5 tags
7 tags
Ren. Faire Tomorrow.
We’re going as Bandits.
Might be pictures, if you ask nicely.
2 tags
who5tyx replied to your post: Forever the friend that only gets to hear about all the fun other friends have.
well i havent been having any fun its too hot
Yeah, it’s starting to get that way here… bleh, no like like the heat…
Oh, hi there...
So, how’s things with you?
Forever the friend that only gets to hear about...
I would be posting this to my other blog, but I am currrently on my phone which only has the login for this one.
I am more than likely going to never go to Fry’s ever again. The part I got there was a return and missing parts. Upon my return I came to find all the returns were missing things. It took two other returns to complete mine.
However, upon returning home I realized that some...
1 tag
Skies filled with lies and alibis dotted like stars for as far as I could see with my eyes. They could gone on for days and I wouldn’t be amazed as you spouted them without delay. And you wonder why I never trusted you when you were so see through the truth overshadowing everything you used to do. Now it’s all in the past because it just couldn’t last shadows crept up too fast....