Notes: 3 / 6 hours ago
I have lost my feeling of contentment and in it’s place sits a restlessness that cannot be abated within the confines of my space in the world. My space is enough, more than enough for me, for who and what I am. My space, though, seems too small at the moment and the vast expanse that surrounds it now threatens to bloat it out of existence in a sea of hazy grey that knows my name when it should not. I feel a draw. I feel a need. I do not know from whence it came nor do I know the words it speaks. I know only that there is something, something outside the bounds. Something just outside of my reach. Something, that when observed, when held, that only then will this longing inside my chest die and give birth once more to the contented state that I am more accustomed to. I do not like this feeling. I do not like feeling as though all the things I have, much more than I need, is not enough.
Notes: 59 / 1 day ago
from infectedwithrage (originally from brutals-realm)
Notes: 651 / 1 day ago
from infectedwithrage (originally from nicklloydnow)
Notes: 1283 / 2 days ago
from infectedwithrage (originally from s-c-h-i-z-o-p-h-r-e-n-i-a-a)
Notes: 919 / 5 days ago
from getmckinleylaid (originally from pankurios-templeovarts)
Notes: 1510 / 1 week ago
from norma-bara (originally from michaelmoonsbookshop)
Superb Illustrated Edition of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and Through the looking glass and what Alice found there
This edition published in 1911 is the first time John Tenniel’s legendary illustrations were printed in colour
sadly the original covers are faded and marked as shown in the photos - but the contents are beautiful fresh and clean
2 weeks ago
I’ve noticed that I have a tourrettes-like deal when I curse due to frustration or what have you. While most people would just be like “shit” or “fuck” or “god damn” etc, I am more like to say “shit fuck god” or any other combination of three or four words. I’m not sure for how long I’ve been doing this, or why I do it exactly. I’m not even sure why I’m bringing it up right now…
Notes: 2 / 2 weeks ago
I don’t even know why, but thoughts of some of the people I’ve met. The people that have looked at my life and scoffed. The people who’ve looked down on me. The people scraping by on borrowed time and borrowed money. The people that aren’t going anywhere really, but swear on everything they are something or someone. People that no one would pick out of a crowd.
And I can’t help but laugh.
2 weeks ago
I really hate when I ask if anyone would like to assist me with someone, only wanting a simple yes or no, and end up being told of alternatives.
I didn’t ask for alternatives, or opinions, or anything. Not only is that not offering me the help I asked for, but it assumes that alternative methods were not even considered or attempted.
I asked for help doing this thing.
The thing doesn’t matter, the reasons don’t matter. If you don’t want to help do something, then just say that…
Notes: 87 / 3 weeks ago
from muffintea (originally from boi-tearz)